I feel terrible that I have been such a no show on my own blog, my baby. I just don’t even know what is going on.
I have a million things to say and rant about and just share with the other self-analyzers but its a complex combination of lack of time, lack of motivation and fear of a blank canvas and living up to the potential of a blank canvas that drives me away.
I have been fine. Busy with school. Started my 3rd mini-semester in August. Doing Mental Health and Pediatrics , mostly mental health though. Did not enjoy peds clinicals, mostly because it was just 4 days and we were not allowed to do a whole lot due to safety issues, so really, I did not feel like I learned a lot. Although I did get to work with a 1 month old little boy which gave me serious baby fever and I also loved, loved this little 6 yr old patient my second week. He was so sweet and so well-behaved. He put my fears of dealing with children to rest. But he might be the exception I think.
Mental health is great. I have to drive out to the country to go to my clinical site but it is a good place, the staff are superb, very very nice but (there is always a but) I hate the paperwork. It is just very soul sucking and time-taking.
I start Fall break tomorrow. And Lord knows we all needed it. We need this time to rejuvenate and get ourselves recharged. We do have some plans of doing something, a day trip may be, let’s see.
I am heavily into nailpolishes these days. That has become my biggest weakness. I never thought things would come to this but I enjoy painting my nails. So darn calming! Ugh.
Here are a few of latest. That is all for now.
This last one by Milani is oh so, so beautiful, it almost makes you want to cry. I could not stop staring at my nails when I wore it.
You need this in your life.!